Eye by eye.

You know I love you!
Because whenever I see you, my eyes wants relax by catching mere glimpses of you.
I don't know whether you love me or not, but there's something about you which makes me to keep up.
I saw you catching my glances, and so did I. But all I know we have love each other eye by eye.
I look up to you because you keep up the good spirit in me.

The Ironic Life

Again I went to bed with an empty stomach, but mind full of tears.
Grieves made tormented.
But I stood like concreted.
Things changes and makes everything dull with the pace.
When my empty stomach growled, I took firm steps and baked fresh air and water.
While everybody had huge platters, I had my own platter of fresh air and water.

How friends become strangers?

People whom I loved the most have now made me to see them as strangers.
Is it the time which changes everything?  Or is it the new bunch of people?
I stood like a calm tree waiting for them to come and finally when they did, we met like strangers. The aura was oozing coldness.
I could never believe that my best friend who was my main would in that very spur of the moment.
I miss the days spent together and I miss us.
If this is what you have become then i would still like to have friendship with this well known old stranger.

UNDERSTAND AND COMMUNICATE

Communication bridges gap between people. But Understanding bridges gap even without communication.

This is so true! You cannot defy that because there are some people in life whom you may not talk daily but due the understanding you share the same bond.

I've a friend of mine whom I treat as my Un-biological Sister and share a great bond. Since the school is over, I don't talk to her on daily basis neither do we meet regularly but due understand, we still share the same bond of love.

And we're there for each other. 

Sink and Swim In Love

We rise to the amount of love we're shown,and we sink only when that love stops.

Love, can never be defined rather it can only be felt. Each one of us has a different meaning of love. For me love could be like caring for someone and being possessive and also being selfless to them. Although you may have a different definition of love,because everyone feels things differently.

These days I'm sickened with love. And is undergoing a tremendous competition between my heart and brain which often leads to be in dilemma, 

I'm being trapped in love by a man whom I just 6 months back,and now he has occupied plenty of space in my heart. I never really knew that this person whom I didn't even thought of loving will soon become my love.

Although he's unaware of the fact that there's a girl who loves him a lot and fears confessing it. I believe soon , some miracle happen and let us tie a knot of love with each other.

Though I don't believe in IF'S and BUT'S but  love is something which will make you go through the things, you haven't even imagined of.

Love is special feel,lucky are those who're touch by cupid. 

Catching Glances

I still remember the days how I just didn't noticed you and suddenly you became such an integral part of my life,that without seeing your face, my day seems incomplete.
I believe it's not about confession or talking about love all the time, it's about catching glances, and connecting via eyes because words might lie but eyes cannot.
I still remember how you kept on looking at me and then looked away when I saw you, although I saw everything from the corner of my eye. I love the way we pretends that we're looking at something else but actually we're looking at each other.
I still remember the way you came next to me while dancing and just smiled.
I love the way we shared glances with other.
Is it our Unspoken Love, or the thing I've misunderstood?
But whatever it is, all I know is that I've started loving you so much and fears in confessing.
But I believe, that some way or the other way you also have a bit space in thy heart. :)

The Secret Love :)

While I was busy writing posts on how much I love you to express my love, you were busy in some other work. 

I chose to write about you because I don't have the guts to confess my love because I fear rejection. And writing is one thing which helps me to express my feeling for you.

I don't know whether you love me or not,but one thing I know is that the glances caught by our eyes were true,because words may lie but eyes speak a special language, the language of love.

All these things might be silly but this is what gives me happiness. Seeing a picture of yours on my timeline or just going through your snap story or seeing that you saw my snap story, makes my day.

I wish you could know how much love I've for you. 

I love you because you keeps me motivated and you just fills in good strength in me. I love you because you are what you are. :)

The Love Of My Life

Every time I see you, I feel the strong chill inside me. My hearts starts to beat faster and faster and eyes just couldn't stop seeing you. I don't get saturated even seeing your same picture hundred times a day. All I do is stare at your picture and stare and smile and blush.This has become the core of my life.
I turn numb whenever I've to talk to you because my eyes has focus on you and heart beats so faster that everything becomes still. Every time I see your picture,my cheeks turn pink.
I love you so much but has no guts to confess because I fear, my confession could ruin my friendship with you.
But somehow I believe that you also has some space in thy heart, because whenever I'm around you, you're eyes too catches mine. We catch so many glances of each others' and I believe that words might lie but eyes cannot and is in the case of ours. Although on one hand I love you so much and fears confessing it but on the other hand I love this beautiful relationship our eyes has of catching each others' glances. And that is what satisfies me.
I love you so much,my love.

The Feel.

In this big chaotic world, I'm left all alone. I wondered no matter how many people you have around you because at the end what matters is how you are to yourself. No need to have a huge bunch of people around as when they'll leave only you will get hurt.
I'm all alone in this world, I've no friends because I'm not silly pathetic like them, because I'm different which they don't understand. I want no bunch of people around me because it's better to live alone and live peacefully.
I have no friends, all I have is me and me around me. I know that I'm doing good and when people do good, they tend to have no support from people around them. And only leaders tend to chose the road not taken to explore and be vulnerable.

My Inner Calling. 💙

Everyone needs to have or develop a purpose for his life. The purpose could be anything what matters is the purpose at last.
My purpose of life or what I call is My Inner Calling is what I heard in the last conference of AIESEC. I heard that I never wanted to do a mainstream thing, I wanted to be the one who could drive the wave of change in people around me. I understood that I wanted to get a platform to speak, voice out my opinions and be a Global Citizen. I wanted to be a public speaker and a Youth Leader, this is  what I wanted to become.
My inner calling opened my eyes and gave me a purpose for my life. And now that I know what I want to do, I can ooze out the burden from myself.
Anyone can identity their inner calling, by just being self aware. Just do a SWOT of oneself and then think of that one thing you want to be before going to bed and start working on when you get up from bed. This one thing which comes in your head before going to bed is your inner calling and this the one thing you wanted to do, you wanted to become. Hear it clearly and then you'll get a purpose to live life.
Because you cannot die with the song of your inner calling inside you.
          Hear it. Be it. Live it.

The Mean World : A Short Poem

The Self Verse

Stuck in the chaos.
 In the middle of nowhere.
Being good to everyone,
But understood by none.

Letting go people and forgiving them.
But being blamed from them.
This world has become a pool of fake people.
Who're there to get benefited from you.

I am good till when they need me.
I turned bad when benefit is done.
For I will bear this pain in my heart.
But will never show my back.

Though I will see you daily,
But will not let you hurt my- self.
My self has understood the terms of this mean world,
And my self will never come in the aura of negative.

Now, I will bring a new my- self,
Which will be the same from outer but a stronger soul from inside.
I will swim in this chaotic world,
And bring my- old self from the remains.

The Sorrow Of Realization.

The Sorrow Of Realization.

There are sometimes when you realize the importance of something or someone.
There are ties when unexpected things happens and bring a blunder.

Sitting back relaxing, using whatsapp. Suddenly a jaw-drooping thing happened, came to know about the sudden demise of my friend's dad. I was shocked, my mouth was wide open, I got goosebumps and a sudden wave of chill drove me to paleness.
The face of my friend started coming in my mental facet, every fraction of second was tough for me. I was half dead. I don't know what drove me to paleness.
All I could see is a ground full of sadness. I wish I could bring him back to my friend, if I ever could do.
This whole made a turning point in my life. My soul was mourning, my tears were just at the junction of eye to drop. I tried and held it back. I realized that, half of the life we devote in doing things and getting things but how rhetoric death is. She never sends invites, it all comes in one go.
We've been so sophisticated with the society that we're not living up to how we should do. And death is one thing which takes the persons for ever but brings lessons which are to be learned.We cannot deny the fact the death is inevitable but at the same time we also cannot deny the fact that it shatters all the love and emotions.
 How tough it becomes for a daughter to imagine a life without her dad because she is her first pillar of support of immense emotions. In a life of a daughter, her daddy become her first man whom she seeks as an idol and her superhero. She believes that her pillar of support will always be there for her. Although, when she leaves her place and marries a man, it becomes so difficult for her to leave her pillar of support. But when a daughter looses her daddy ,her dreams of getting married which is every daughter's dream gets shattered in a fraction of a second.
Life teaches us many lessons, no matter in which form it does. But every lesson taught by life is worth.