The Mean World : A Short Poem

The Self Verse

Stuck in the chaos.
 In the middle of nowhere.
Being good to everyone,
But understood by none.

Letting go people and forgiving them.
But being blamed from them.
This world has become a pool of fake people.
Who're there to get benefited from you.

I am good till when they need me.
I turned bad when benefit is done.
For I will bear this pain in my heart.
But will never show my back.

Though I will see you daily,
But will not let you hurt my- self.
My self has understood the terms of this mean world,
And my self will never come in the aura of negative.

Now, I will bring a new my- self,
Which will be the same from outer but a stronger soul from inside.
I will swim in this chaotic world,
And bring my- old self from the remains.

The Sorrow Of Realization.

The Sorrow Of Realization.

There are sometimes when you realize the importance of something or someone.
There are ties when unexpected things happens and bring a blunder.

Sitting back relaxing, using whatsapp. Suddenly a jaw-drooping thing happened, came to know about the sudden demise of my friend's dad. I was shocked, my mouth was wide open, I got goosebumps and a sudden wave of chill drove me to paleness.
The face of my friend started coming in my mental facet, every fraction of second was tough for me. I was half dead. I don't know what drove me to paleness.
All I could see is a ground full of sadness. I wish I could bring him back to my friend, if I ever could do.
This whole made a turning point in my life. My soul was mourning, my tears were just at the junction of eye to drop. I tried and held it back. I realized that, half of the life we devote in doing things and getting things but how rhetoric death is. She never sends invites, it all comes in one go.
We've been so sophisticated with the society that we're not living up to how we should do. And death is one thing which takes the persons for ever but brings lessons which are to be learned.We cannot deny the fact the death is inevitable but at the same time we also cannot deny the fact that it shatters all the love and emotions.
 How tough it becomes for a daughter to imagine a life without her dad because she is her first pillar of support of immense emotions. In a life of a daughter, her daddy become her first man whom she seeks as an idol and her superhero. She believes that her pillar of support will always be there for her. Although, when she leaves her place and marries a man, it becomes so difficult for her to leave her pillar of support. But when a daughter looses her daddy ,her dreams of getting married which is every daughter's dream gets shattered in a fraction of a second.
Life teaches us many lessons, no matter in which form it does. But every lesson taught by life is worth.